Stressed
Stressed
Aug 04Life is incredibly stressful right now. I’ll just do bullet points here.
- Randy got arrested for DWI and countless other charges on Sunday night. We went to an emergency court hearing yesterday at 1 and because I’m supposedly still not fit my mom was granted custody instead of her being placed in foster care
- I’m still unemployed and stressing hardcore about money
- I feel like a horrible mother because I don’t have my child with me
I’m stressed. I still take my Zoloft, I still see my psychiatrist, and tomorrow I start counseling. I think I am going to benefit greatly from it. I’ve been talking to Kyle quite a bit. We dated for like a week but then Randy came around and screwed things up (stalking me, harrassing me) so we pretty much wiped the slate clean and we’re just friends right now. We talk all the time and I really like him. He likes me too but we’re taking things day by day. Basically we want to make sure that Randy is completely out of the picture when it comes to me and only communicating with me for the purpose of Gracie. Friday I’m going to the Tim McGraw and Lady Antebellum concert and then the weekend after we’re camping out at my aunt and uncle’s house an hour and a half away. Kyle might be coming too to keep me company. I’m looking forward to kicking back and relaxing. I need it.
I hope things get better for you. I know it probably feels like your world is crumbling down right now, but I’m a strong believer in the saying that “This too shall pass.”
Good luck with Kyle. I think taking it slow is a good thing regardless of Randy screwing things up. It gives you guys time to just enjoy each others company with no big expectations. It’s good to have a good friend. Plus, if it does turn into something later I’m sure it will be really strong.
Have fun at the concert!
Oh Manda, it doesn’t rain with you…it positively FLOODS! I hope life gives you a break to calm down and just breathe soon.
i am very glad that gracie ended up with family instead of in fostercare! i was very worried for her but it will be much easier for you now. just stay calm, breathe, go to your counseling, and do what you have to do. she’ll be back with you in no time.
randy is a pile of shit and i am so sorry that you have had to deal with this crap. i hope that his actions have also shown the girlfriend he had that he is a psycho and that she gets away from him as well. though you might not like her, she doesn’t deserve the crap you’ve put up with either. no one does.
please do take it slow with kyle. you have just come out of a long term relationship and there is no reason to jump full steam ahead into another relationship right away. it could infact make things worse. get to know each other, be friends and enjoy each other’s company.
i have faith that everything will be ok.
I cannot believe that after he left you for someone else, Randy continued to mess up your life and your new relationship! What an ass! You can do so much better then that waste of skin!
Aw hun I’m sorry *hugs*
Oh babe, I’m sorry that you don’t have Gracie, but I’m glad your mom does. You’re going through some hard times, but that doesn’t change the fact that you are an excellent mother.